This is so true it hurts. I try so hard to hide all of my emotions and be happy all the time when my heart is breaking and slowly killing me. I try to be strong for everyone that I love even if I am crying myself to sleep.
Some days the memories still knock the wind out of me .the memories will always knock the wind out of me. The first night I met you will forever be hands down the most exciting and erotic experience of my life.
I know that hate is a strong word. I don't hate myself but I dislike a lot of things. I know that I have family that love me, but what about my friends? With our society all messed up how am I supposed to love myself and be confident?
I know getting hurt to well. If I named all of the people that have hurt me I'd be here forever. But I don't tell people they've hurt because every time they do they play the victim and that hurts me even