Never depend on someone else to make you happy. Only God can make you happy! Create yourself a full, happy life, seeking God and finding hobbies and ways to express your gifts, and your man will be included in your happiness, a gift from God.
Losses carve us into ourselves: different, kinder creatures. When my dad passed, I learned You'll never get over it, it's never going to be okay. You just learn how to live with his memory which will never die 😊😘