It's the little things. When I eat a strawberry (like right now), Im reminded of you. They should stop pretending to be. (Also, in case you thought you got away with it, I know you farted in the car in NZ!
The sun will rise again tomorrow, so if something didn't work out today, try again tomorrow or the day after. With chronic illnesses, fatigue and pain will often change or limit your plans. Don't worry--let it go. There's still time.