I've been writing for three years now about a syndrome called Perfectly Hidden Depression. These are people who are inwardly struggling with depression, at t * More info could be found at the image url.
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one will hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everyting to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
I don't feel like I should self harm or commit suicide but I kind of relate to her. I don't have any reason to have anxiety but I do. Since I finished counselling, my anxiety has been much better but I still feel a need to fake a smile